God is an amazing king! Friend! Heavenly father and so many more that he truly leaves me in awe, but what leaves me speechless and so overwhelmed i cannot comprehend is his love. How does someone with a position and power like that come to care for an unimportant, below average and failure peasant boy like me? it puzzles me more than sudoku. Not only that he is the ruler and with a whisper he could smite me for doing the wrong thing, yet he gives me a choice, he has faith in me to follow the path he built for me, it is more than words could explain ow grateful i am for that.
So why do i choose to do mission year? Simple this is another milestone in my life, this i know will lead me to God’s plan for me, this will not only build me up in spiritually and physically but will also benefit the ones around me. For the actions we make will have a reaction and will not only affect ourselves but also affect the people around us. This programme or opportunity shouted out to me and has been on my mind for over a year now. I can pray all i want and weigh out pro’s and cons about this till my face turns blue, but will never be absolutely sure about whether it’s what I’m suppose to do or not, i don’t know if that’s just me due to my doubting or what but i want to step out in faith here, take that step out of the boat and hope to God i do not sink.
Why not another programme? Simply because it wasn’t what i felt in my heart to do, plus from what i could find there were none that offered the same opportunity in the same way, this programme offers to do Gods work but with a side focus of individual growth which i found to be very appealing.
